Intense Dreams and Presence felt after I tried a Twin Spirit Hypnosis Meditation:

So a few years ago, around 2020-2022 I was into meditation. Mostly i would play "nature sounds" and "celtic folk music" on YouTube and meditate to that, letting my mind wander with my eyes closed. Which i always found to be relaxing and it would take me places mentally.

Then around this time, I decided to try a twin flame hypnosis type of meditation video. Just a random one that I found on YouTube. I was pretty skeptical, but decided "why not", it was like a 30 to 45 minute video so not too long. It was night time when I tried, and I laid on my bed and closed my eyes while (using headphones) listening to it; and doing my best to follow along.

The meditation itself was unremarkable, although I did my best to follow along. I do believe that I achieved all the right mental states, but nothing remarkable happened during the meditation itself, minus some mental visuals and such. However as soon as I stopped the video and prepared to go to bed, I suddenly felt a presence erupt throughout my bedroom. It was a familiar presence, that I recognized as belonging to "the woman". A figure that I have dreamed of since I was 10 years old, and was able to recognize her energy/presence immediately as its the same from when I dream of her. However unlike when I feel her prescense in dreams and real life, usually at night time. Her presence felt much stronger, like the air in my bedroom felt thick and heavy with her prescense. I was not prepared for this, so I basically hid under my covers (yep). I did manage to eventually fall asleep.

That nignt and the following two nights, I proceeded to have some very vivid dreams of the woman (who I now call Katherine) the very night of the meditation, I had the following dream. I dreamed that I was walking in a forest. Which is a common location for her dreams. I was making my way through this forest, when I came to a clearing in the middle of the forest. Within the middle of this clearing was the woman. She was sitting on a type of wooden stool or chair. She was not facing me, her side to me. She appeared to be deep in thought, as she usually is in dreams. Had her usual reserved and serious demeanor. I slowly approached her from the forest, and when I was close enough; she quickly snapped her head towards me in a stern manner. Her body still facing away, this is when she said "you are not ready for a relationship, I am". The dream ended. When I woke up my room felt back to normal, no more overwhelming presence. I continued to have vivid dreams the following two nights. But her presence did not erupt again like that.

The next night I dreamed that for either several past lifetimes, or perhaps even all of my past lifetimes; I had been running from the woman. In each lifetime, I would utilize various methods to try and "escape" or run from her. In turn, she would utilize various methods to "catch me". Basically me running from her (symbolically I think) and her chasing after me in each lifetime. I would barely stay ahead, although its not like I was winning. These lifetimes would end and the cycle would continue to the next. Finally ending with this current lifetime… which is when I woke up. I got the feeling that there is some cycle or conflict that is continued. As there was no resolution in the dream.

The 3rd night I dreamed of her again, although it was less intense then the other two nights. This night, I simply dreamed that she was watching me from a distance. Which is what she would normally do when I first had dreams of her. I started dreaming about her at 10 years old and have continued too for 15+ years

So after that, my dreams returned to normal. Usually hazy and soon forgetting when I wake up, unlike these 3 nights. Although any dream with the woman tends to be much more vivid than any normal dream; but these were even more so. Plus I had never felt her presence erupt like that so suddenly before. In my teen years I did start to feel her prescense, especially at night but never like that. Usually its subtle, and in the background… not like making the very atmosphere feel different… because of that I decided not to do another hypnosis like meditation 😅